domingo, 6 de abril de 2008

It has been a while

so yeah becca was wondering why i do not write in here lol well i am now 


okay so anyways here is the update i would have wrote this all in spanish but i am lazy as hell

school is almost over and i am stressing out about it. My dance performance is coming up soon and if i do not do the dance right then i get kicked out because space and guys are limited. well anyhow lets see what else life over all has be decent i am still going to therapy and i am not liking roxan much she is my therapist. she just ask me how i feel all the time that it . i mean she is cool to vent to because i like to vent when i can because i pretty much keep everything in and to myself. but it seems that is not working so much anymore. i been having anxiety issues for years and it seems to be getting worse and my depression is up and down. roxan is going to start me on some medication but i most likely not going to take because i do not want to . lol hehe but on the bright side of things i am alone now no more room mate meaning no more stress and no more having to deal with her anorexia issue. man i sound like a bad person right now lol

martes, 19 de febrero de 2008

Puro Stupideses

Aqi estoy escribiendo en un blog para la primera vez en much tiempo. Y es la culpa de Rebecca que estory escribiendo en espanol. Estoy solo jugando hehe.  Pero en fin yo queria un lugar donde podia escribir mis sentimientos sobre diferentes cosas como por ejemplo de mi y como estoy ganado muchisimo peso y me estoy matandome cada dia para hacer flaca pero no esta trabajando. En fin yo voy a seguir tratando de bajar peso!

Hoy yo comi

starbucks coffee 370 cals
chicken soup 70 cals
ritz bits crackers 200 cals
noodles 190 cals 
coffee 60 cals
garlic bread 17o cals

ahhh ya se porque yo tengo un grande fundio